I had an honest to goodness panic attack this week.

Racing heart.

Hyperventilation.

Sweaty palms.

I have never had one before.  I blame work / my boss.  Mostly my boss.  Not a good way to start out an injectable medication fertility cycle for which I am paying $1500.  They tell you to reduce the stress in your life.  I guess I could reduce it by walking out of my job, but then I'd be stressed about money!  Hmmm, decisions.

Maybe I could just get a cool new job!